My parent's dial-up connection, being out of town, and the intimidation of having to summerize everything that's happened are to blame.
Miraculously, I managed to get all my Christmas shopping done before Christmas! I even made my dad, Cheryl, and Ben calendars through Kinkos. For four days, I hung out in San Jose, Cali with, like, all the relatives I even knew I had and more. It was good to catch up with all my cousins, the new husbands, and the new baby! At one point at my grandparent's house, which is a normal, middle-class size, we had 34 people! A bit overwhelming, but definitely quality time-- I'm realizing that family is the guaranteed relationship in life; I'll always have family, so I should cherish it.
Urbana was amazing. There are so many little things I learned, or was inspired about, or reaffirmed, or challenged about. Like: one speaker was talking about poor people, and how when we minister to them we think of ourselves as condescending, giving them a great gift. And yet, he continued, the Bible always says "Blessed are the poor," and is extremely positive about the poor's position in God's eyes. We have a negative view of the poor; we think we can't benefit from them at all. But we can-- and the reason that we can't really reach them is that we have the wrong attitude. Honestly, that made me realize how I'm fairly negative about some people... and then I wonder why I'm not able to help them. Everyone has something to offer, and I need to really, truly like people (not just tolerate them well). Not that I hate everyone now... I just don't open up to new people all of the time.
Anyway, beyond psychoanalyzing my approach to the general populace, I came away with fresh resolve to keep up my strength in the faith, with priorities where they belong. I now have a few schemes for how the path of my life my life may wander, which will serve to direct my steps now... even if I do end up somewhere else, I have dreams which God can direct. :) Good stuff.
Also, I found out that one missions organization offers architecture internships!!! Possible summer job in another country, finding out about missions and serving God...!
My new computer is sweet. Of course, at the moment there are no speakers, or printer cables, or Microsoft Office. I'm rather shallow on this subject, at least at the moment; never mind that my computer has a killer videocard and an astounding amount of RAM... at the moment I'm concerned that I can't type up papers or print anything. But Ben did do an typically awesome job of finding all the right parts, convincing my dad that this was the machine to buy, and putting it together. And all for a song:)
By the way, to anyone who was at Ben's birthday party, I'm sorry if I was a bit reserved. I was in kinda a weird mood that night, and then started feeling out of the loop, which was probably more my fault that anything. But I enjoyed playing tele-pictionary!
Snowshoeing is awesome:)
Well, my room is full of talking people, so I'm going to go, and the other parts that are important will eventually be explained. This coming quarter will be rocking. Adios!